this is my brain on the blog

2005-01-04T23:53:00.000+08:00

BLOGGING MAKES PEOPLE DEPRESSED! (well, it makes me.)

I think that's why I stopped blogging. If you think so much to blog, you're bound to go insane. Humans are self destructive. It's in our nature. To beat ourselves and others down, mentally and physically. So if it's not one, it's the other.

And I guess I find blogs too damn impersonal (or is it unpersonal. oh whatever.)
So there. Yeah. I'm done. I don't wanna keep on typing til I start the downward spiral of beat-myself-down.

Oh damn. It started already.

SEE SEE! BLOGS ARE EVIL! STOP BLOGS!

Ok I'm gonna stop now.

2004-07-30T15:48:00.000+08:00

THIS IS AN OFFICIAL NOTICE FROM THE BLOGMASTER.
THIS BLOG HAS EVOLVED TO BECOME A DUST COLLECTOR. IF YOU HAVE ANY DUST. PLEASE LEAVE IT ON THE TAGBOARD.

WE APOLOGISE FOR ANY INCONVENIENCE. (NOT.)

2004-06-13T00:11:00.000+08:00

hmm. I HAD A REVELATION!!!

i know why my blog posts are so short. i know why my blog skin is a brain. i know why i'm such a horrible blogger.

it's cos. i'm simple. (yeah shout it out people! simple is good!)

i find that i don't have those depression sessions. (ok i'm sorry if i'm insulting anyone here who's depressed.) but yeah. what depression? i don't know why. but i'm never super pissed. nor pissed. hmm. nor am i feeling depressed. WHY WHY WHY AM I ALWAYS SO POSITIVE!!!!! AHHHHHHHHH!!! I'M SO PISSED THAT I'M SO HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!! >.<

(nah kidding. i'm super blessed.)

another thing! i don't have love issues. (refer to above apology if you have love problems too.) for some reason.... i fell for the most beautiful girl in the world in a heartbeat (something i told myself i would never do!) and everything could have fallen so many times. both of us could have given up so many times. but we always ended up stronger. better. smarter. fatter. taller. maybe a litte tanner. yeah.

so i would like to take this time to thank God for His grace. this blog has helped me realise that in this world of teenagers (and tonnes of people) thinking the world is hell, one man's sacrifice on the cross has made a heaven for us all. and it's just a choice of whether u want that heaven or not.

trust me. i'm living and loving proof of that.

Peace, my brothers and sisters.

2004-06-09T17:38:00.000+08:00

-yawwwwwwwwn-

yesterday's beach outing was fun. although faggy kept complaining about so many invites but so few turnups... haha it was still fun~ i think we PK tracuers have found a new thing to do at sentosa. FLIP. go nuts on the pontoon. volleyball rocked too. at first we lost to these arrogant buggers, but later. TRASHED EM!!! yeah. yeah. uh huh.

met susan's friends too. matt and jo. very nice people. matt knows break-dancing too! and jo pwns at pool. woot. speaking of pool. after sentosa we played pool at SSC. and i played just ABIT, WEE BIT better than normal. (just won 5 games in a row. -wink-) talk about sudden spurt of skill.

then faggy, brian and jo came over to crash at my place after we saw susan off. we waited for jo for only about... AN HOUR or so. lucky thing we had food downstairs. >.< (BTW JO'S BANANA CUSHION ROCKS!) so fun to play with.

watched LOTR:ROTK (thanks and no thanks to my bro. i watched half of it before falling asleep. then when i woke up. HE TOOK IT AWAY!!! or it could be my mom. hmm. nah, it feels better blaming him. -snigger-)

also, school of rock (rocks), the day after tomorrow (sucks), and lilo & stitch (no comment needed)

once again... -yawwwwwn-

peace out and may your beards ever be thick!

2004-06-02T02:11:00.000+08:00

wahahaha. forgot to tell u fine ppl, last night at work (as in 31st May), i had a free drink!!! 3 old dudes got way drunk, and suddenly asked me for water. (ok so water's free. whatever man.) then they like, bribed me by saying, "if u get water with lemon, i'll buy u a drink!" and errr... OK!!!! wahahaha. just got myself a 0.3L Munich Lager and chatted with them... real nice guys... hahaha...

THIS IS ONE OF THE MANY PERKS OF WORKING IN THE HOSPI INDUSTRY!!!

1) free drink
2) customer satisfaction satisfaction (meaning satisfaction from satisfying customers)
3) free food (hee hee hee.)
4) meet many new interesting ppl!!! (damn man. this point may be a little underestimated.)

hahaha... ok i'm doneeee.... oh yah just watched FULL MONTY on Channel 5. buggers on the censorship board. i'm gonna take em out one by one.

(now this is the space where ppl post their deepest thoughts like "why does my heart feel so.... whatever... and why is everything like this and that and why can't everything be different and all that bulls***) bollocks. blimey. booga booga. there u go. my deep thoughts.

enjoy.

2004-06-01T15:11:00.000+08:00

now at home. bored. ok done blogging.

2004-05-31T00:52:00.000+08:00

my daddy's in SWEDEN for 3 weeks! just saw him off at good ol changi airport... wow 3 weeks. should i be happy or sad? hmm... abit of both lah. dammit. i hate this thing about me. everything has pros and cons and i always balance things out. i'm a libra ya know. hi nice to meet u.

AH SIDETRACKED!

ok back. so... where was i? oh yeah. dad off... ppl! just say a word of prayer for him for his safety and well being k? your prayer is much much appreciated.

now once again. surprise surprise! i'm TIRED AGAIN! holidays = lack of sleep. ga ga ga goo goo. i think i'm getting old. ANYONE SEE ANY WHITE HAIRS PLEASE TELL ME. eh wait. more sleep means you getting younger? like a baby needs more sleep? ah heck. i'm a pig! a bear! a WALRUSSSSSS!

dammit. sidetracked again.

back to blogging. i like my hair. just cut and dyed it with faggy, bri and sus. ah. if i get a pic of it, i'll post it. (probability of THAT happening = 0.7%) [tee hee hee.] and also refer to faggy's blog for more details.

if i get a fever, blame my idiotic sneeze-on-everyone brother. there. now u know.

hahaha. this is how i passed my humanities in sec sch. gimme time, a bored mind and something to write about. TA-DA! LONG LONG PIECES OF CRAP!

crap program.............. complete.

sleep program loading.............................. zzz.... zzz? com hang. dammit. got virus. stupid brother with fever virus. infected me.
-press power button to sleep mode. press too hard. button break.- (AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH CRAP PROGRAM STILL RUNNING!!!!!) OH NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!

-black out-

2004-05-26T20:57:00.000+08:00

hello those faithful people checking in to see if my blog is still alive... it has been a long time... my gratitude to your constant peseverence and all that crap.

whee. mental note. never sleep after 3am. for 2 chalets in a row, i got baaaaaaaaad stomach aches at exactly 3.30am. hmm. weird right? anyone got any explanations?

now at fagan's place. dead tired. brian is knocked out. fagan's banging the drums. sus is stoning. voila! le after effects of more sleep depriving chalets! ok now i need to sleep. or i'm gonna keep on typing rubbish and waste your precious time. =D

CIAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.

2004-05-07T09:23:00.000+08:00

LAST DAY OF CAMP!!!!!! HAHAHA!!! YAYY!!!!!!!!!! Ok lemme just bring u up to speed on what i've been doing since the HTM DnD.

Monday = DnD (whee! the performance was great, then the rap was rubbish~)
Tuesday = First Day of work at Paulaners Brahous. (Bar at Millennia
Walk. I have never breathed in so much cig smoke until that day.) Crapped up lots of orders too... sheesh.
Wednesday - Friday = SL CAMP!!!!!!!!! all i can say is... lame lame lame ah cheer! cheer cheer cheer ah lame! lame ah cheer! cheer ah lame! lameeee cheeeeeerrrrrr!!!!!!!!!! (yeah and the whole camp too...)

Dammit need sleep. sleep. sleep. sleep. i love my bed.

2004-04-26T22:51:00.000+08:00

whee. now at my baby's place.... after one of the worst fights we ever had the night before... but AMEN! with God's love, all things are possible. and we're goooooooooooood. very goooooooood. =D

fingers still aching. audition for HTM D&D tml. BESTEDEST. hope my fingers will hold up til then.

now very thirsty. going downstairs for water.

ok blogging is spastic. but i like spastic.

2004-04-26T11:28:00.000+08:00

gooooooooooooooooooooood morning whoever-is-reading-this-now! well. it's morning now anyway. ok. just an update. EXAMS ARE OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAHAHAHAHA. but then now i gotta practice to play for the HTM Dinner & Dance. and i found out i have big fingers. clumsy fingers. =( kudos to faggy for letting us rip his house apart with music. hmm... got another jamming session @ 3. so here i go off, to eat another of those lovely microwave lunches.

BRAND: SARANJAI, CARREFOUR. put microwave to max and about 4 mins you get a nice light meal. WOOT.

cram out.

2004-04-22T23:47:00.000+08:00

yawwwwn... lazy to redo all the bad colouring of my blog. anyway, dead tired. macroecons exam tml. sucks. DIE DIE DIE EXAMS. oh well. Food Hotel Asia was fun! got to drink lots of wines, cocktails, nice soups. ate lots of meat!!!! BRATWURSTSSSSSSS... JERKYYYYY... LOADS of salami. lol. and that thing took up all 6 bloody halls of expo. sick. haha. and mel became my makan kaki!!! woohoo!!! food lovers of the world unite!!! dammit. feeling so tired. ok. sleep. wake up and finish studying and exams. wahoo.

2004-04-21T22:42:00.000+08:00

-burp- microwavable dinners from carrefour rock. i'm getting fatter again.

2004-04-21T21:22:00.000+08:00

you know, my posts are so much shorter than everyone elses. i'm so short spoken.